Birthday post, Goodbye post, and more.

First of all I’d like to say thank you all so much who wished me a happy birthday, I’ve never felt so loved! when it hit 12:00 my phone wouldnt stop vibrating! I couldnt believe it! you see, last year I didnt know many of you, and i wasnt as close as I am now to most of you, so, yeah, it felt so good and I was really overwhelmed. At the same time, I was in a skype call with my friends, and they were singing to me, it was just amazing! because to me, birthdays arent about presents, parties and attention, its about knowing the people that care about you, and are there for you, so thank you all for showing me that #cheesy

I got these cupcakes from the beautiful @Ghaliia, She’s amazing I was really surprised and happy and they are just perfect, thank you so much dear, I love you.

OH, and chandra sang for me today, she gathered the other 5adam from my aunt’s place (which is really close) and at 7 am sharp I woke up, she knocked the door and they FUCKING SANG. i was sooo happy, I know i should have recorded it but it was 7 am and my laptop wasnt even open 😦

okay, about the leaving part, I will give up my laptop for the month of june, cuz of finals and I have to focus completely on studying, I said that last week, but now is the real thing, I’m gonna miss everyone of you, its not like i’ll be gone permanently, I’ll still be on twitter from my phone! just not as much, these finals are really stressing me out cause they are my last chance at my highschool GPA so, yeah. I appreciate everyone’s wishes and prayers, thank you all

more, I wanted to say that ever since I started my Youtube channel and my video “being a conehead” went around, I did get quite a few people cheering me on, that is just awesome! I honestly never saw myself as the funny one, but seeing the support from all the people is just undeniably amazing,  so I just wanted to say one more time, thank you. for every fucking thing.

see you in three weeks

about Youtube

thinking about it… yep. faj2a. WELL. cuz im super super bored and i dont have plans for this summer so im thinking about making this summer about youtube, just film myself vlogging and talking about what basically i say here but in a video. amongst other shit, but im kinda hesitant about it cuz im camera shy but heck, its youtube

gonna try to put some creativity in that mix

and im gonna be talking Arabic of course not english, just saying whats in my mind and such, im not gonna do it for the attention that youtube gets or what not its just i havent seen any kuwaiti vloggers, maybe bcuz i wasnt actually looking for them but still, if u know any, recommend them please!

well, i dont care if people judge me on my videos or whatnot, if im gonna do it, im gonna do it for me! not for the “fame/popularity” cuz thats the lamest thing u can get online but for the thrill of making videos and finding them in the future.

tell me guys what you think! should I do it ? or not ?

SERIOUSLY.

whats wrong with parents and internet ? no seriously, get off my back fuckers i need my fucking space.

so, my parents booked a 3-day resort/shalaih thing somewhere this weekend and of course im obligated to go, when I asked about the internet my dad was like “Take a break from the internet” TAKE A BREAK ? TAKE A BREAK ??? A BREAK ??? the internet IS my break u dumb beaver.

what is wrong with old people and internet ? is it because it wasnt made on their time ? Oh im sorry, do you expect me to go dig a hole and play with my marbles. THIS ISNT THE FUCKING 70’s and NO. They dont see the internet like they do, i generally believe that my mom thinks that the internet is controlled by satan and his minions. seriously!!!! OH and there are some people who are like “down” with the internet and think that being on the internet is COOL AND ALL so they just do what their friends do, of course im talking about my dad who uses the internet to download REALLY old music and play solitaire on his computer and he is like “ya3nee ana lama ag3ad 3al “kombuuutar” bas ag3ad 2 hours w bas enta laish teg3ad 6ool elyoum chinnik m3a88ad” SERIOUSLY?????????????????????????

no, you’re not allowed to compare your internet usage to mine, the internet is a wonderful thing, its my escape from the real world, when im not on the internet i have to deal with fuckery all around.

MYPOINTIS. i want people to stop looking at the internet from their own twisted perspective and stop whining about “not having a life” WELL YOU KNOW WHAT ? MY LIFELESS LIFE IS BETTER THAN SITTING HERE LOOKING AT UR FACE.

So I’m gonna sit here on my internet browsing my awesome stuff. and you go ahead listen to you 1981 radio and reminisce about the one that got away.

I SWEAR. if one more person tells me to get off the internet im gonna kick them in the crotch/boobs

lol i just imagine a boob kick. that must hurt. “OUCH U JUST KICKED MY BOOB(S)” “I KNOW LOL”

HEHEHE.

affter all the smurfy lurfy shit lets start with what I wanna say like AGES ago

STEREOTYPE.

especially, kuwiati stereotypes!

you know what im talking about, no, im not doing the clothing or the looks cuz that would be superficial! im talking about those who just wanna be like “OH LOOK AT ME I HAVE A GURLFRAND AND WE BUY MATCHING SHIT TOGETHER” no thats not cute, okay, im not against the dating thing, but lets face it! our society is ALL AGAINST IT. so when you’re like “im dating” u dont have to rub it on everyone’s face, it makes u sound like an ass, just keep it on the down low or whatever (okay is that even a stereotype ? i dunno im just angry)

The stereotype im talking about is those people who BE what everyone expect them to be, its like a chain, some gang of guys are like REALLY into cars and smoking and boobs/vags and football, ANYWAYS the younger kids, see those guys as role models and cant help but want to be EXACTLY like them, and 5-8 years later POOF. hes just like his brother who is married with kids now. but what if  they like painting ? or playing instruments ? they wont even know bcuz they’re sunk in this HUGE hole of “hopes” to be like those “role models” (thats me abusing quotation marks right there. yeah.)

I suffered with this, and I dealt with it! i cant tell you how many people would just think im “mit3aqid” bcuz im not like them, FOR GODS SAKES. WHAT THE FUCK. lets be real here, Is it because im too perky ? or is it because i talk to women without the intends of “dating” them, (i guess you could call that…oh i dunno…. RESPECT ????) well  thats me, Im not crazy, I just like being myself and not trying to be like my brother or cousin who think they’re cool when they’re only douchebags

I REFUSE to participate in this fuckery. they fucking hang out in starbucks in JLAI3A/BNAIDER that is like 23 minutes away JUST TO SOUND COOL ??? DO YOU CALL THAT LOGIC ??? ya3nee okay, whats so special about starbucks jlai3a ? is it bcuz if someone asks you you’d be like “OH NOT MUCH. JUST CHILLIN IN JLAI3A, YEH”  and to think the person in the other end of the phone call would think “wow, hes so cool” I Dont get it, i never did.

my main point is, kids shouldnt be aspired by stereotypes, its not helping with our society! i REALLY like those guys who start projects and do awesome stuff in showrooms and what not. but i overheard my brother asking his friend (who had a project in ebda3aty or whatever) whats so amazing about working there and the answer was “walla 3ad ana mo thak mishta6 bel mashroo3 bas yaiey 3ashan at6ammash 3al banat” it made me SO ANGRY. some people dont deserve talent!

….I talked too much

LOLOKAYTHANKSFORREADINGBAI.

Eurgh

So happy. I can’t find a goddamn reason, I guess thats a good thing right ? erh. now that I think of it, I can find reasons!

Lets talk about people who are really happy but they just can’t bother working it. like me, i dont go around spreading my “positivity” and inviting everyone to be happy and eat cupcakes fuck no im not mother Teresa

But I recognize it, And I see it all around me, I have to say, if it werent for the people around me and the influences I get i wouldnt be the person i am today.

And I hope I influence those people too, well, I try!

no, yeah, shit is happening, everywhere! cant deny it, cant avoid it, cant do anything but face it and move the fuck on.

so, like, I guess you could say, we all suffer from shit all around us, but its up to us to define ourselves, ARE WE FUCKING HAPPY ? are we just so weak and pitiful ?

**EDIT: this is too short. I know. I will rant more next time 😀 promise.

Two faced bitch.

Our society, Is actually better than everyone thinks! i mean yeah besides all what we hate, but c’mon, lets look at the glass half fucking full.

When we compare our society to the past 4-5 years we have to admit things got a LOT better, people “flirt” less, well i dont call that flirting i just call it a horny attempt.

but yeah, things were a lot more strict back then! somethings for sure havent changed but lets face it, people are more accepting to change nowadays!

back then they were so intolerant and they were so ANGRY with foreigners and “out-of-towners” but now its like “WE’RE COOL YO” lol

and whenever some guy wore a bracelete or a necklace or did a weird hair cut people were like “hes worshipping the devil” now its more acceptable to wear what you want!

and back then skinny jeans meant “FUCK ME LIKE A MONSTER TRUCK” but not really, NOW ITS LIKE SO HIP.

I kinda like what I see, some people dont, maybe a lot of people, but who knows, maybe this change can be good maybe in a few years things will be more open and easy, maybe for ONCE we wont complain about everything.

LOL OH WAIT. WE’RE KUWAITIS. WE ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT.

>__>

Motivation ? no thanks.

Lets skip the hellos.

What really made me angry today is when I walked in school and i saw this HUGE “motivational” sign that said “استطيع التفوق” and another one that said the same plus “ساجعل اسرتي تفخر بي” and i was like, SERIOUSLY ? okay its one thing to post what ever you want but you dont get to INCREASE the pressure they get from their families! okay, I know this might sound silly to you and unreasonable, but when I want to study (as a highschool student)I want to feel like I am doing it for my own future, I NEVER thought this is for my family, I try to do it DESPITE the pressure I get, its stressful!

im sure whoever wrote this is a parent, and its like ALL they care about is their kids’ grades, they wanna show off they’re “genius” to their friends, but again, arent all parents like that ? ohwell.

so I would like to say to my school, that campaign is very thoughtful, but next time try to imagine being in the students’ shoes, yeah, I know what you’re gonna say, “we’ve all been to high school” well you know what ? times have changed.

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on a completely different note, I dont like this font. its very official!

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